Spending Warm Summer Days, Indoors...

Shyness is nice &

Shyness can stop you

From doing all those things in life you'd like to. 

So Miss Daisy went home to the place that invented oneteaspoon, Heath Ledger, We Are The Emergency and Jessica Stam and I realized I don't really have any friends here. 

Not in too much of a self-pitying way but it seems unnatural the amount of time I spend alone. 

When I spend time to myself, it is good space for some reflection though and I think it is so important to me that I have my own space at some point each day or I get so irritable. 

It's just I wish I had the option at least, instead of wasting precious time indoors with american tv dramas and pretending to be Karen O I would much rather be making daisy chains in the park or adventuring with some lovelies. 

Things are starting to look up though as I start working this week and I'm hoping it will help with my confidence and communication. If I begin to say 'Hello' first without having a small mental breakdown first, it would be a nice start and make starting back at college so much easier. 

I have also been stealing away to Darling Boy's village, which always creates some of the happiest tummy flips and I must remember, I already have the most amazing bff's I could ask for. <3

Moving out of that awful awful awful flat into the new house has already been so benficial towards my happiness. Packing gave me a chance to go through all of my treasures and how I adore them so. 

Little Red and I spent lots of time together for he is too pretty to be hidden away in boxes.